I think... i'm in a really good place right now.
I'm moving on saturday. Besides the TWO DAYS i have to pack all of my stuff, i'm reall excited. i just think i really need to be on my own again right now, but this time 'm doing it for myself.
i've lost six pounds!
Obama! i'm really happy he won. i was expecting it, but still. i'm pissed that i had to work and couldn't go to the rally.
As for proposition 8, it makes me want to puke. as well as AK and FL.
And as for the other things in my life... they're good. Getting better every day.
I miss cate and mic :(
So, I'm TOTALLY going to start writing in my ivejournal again.
it's been three years.
this weekend was pretty intense. couldn't think of any other people i would rather have spent it with.
Cate & MIc... we need to party.
antigone is in a few weeks. everyone should come on friday, because that's when i'm Ismene. But everyone should come the other two days too.
i will be living at home next year for college, because my parents hate me and don't want to pay for it. i am not excited.
i'm pretty lazy now a days.
i just never want to do anything.
i'm sure the whole sickness is being played into that. but still.
i have to go the doctor next week. but hey, i haven't been there in 3 weeks... so i think it's time. (end: sarcasm)
My parents, Jimmy and I are going to Disney in April.
AND I AM SO EXCITED.
I CAN'T STOP PLANNING.
It's taking over my life.
People who are not in high school anymore need to realize that. This applies to the going ons of Luca's party the toher day. (Yes, Kaitlin, this applies to you.)
Other than that.
Les Mis audition....
That's all i'm gonna say. Call backs go up tuesday... We'll see.
I've been having REALLY weird dreams lately. Like.. ones where I'm making out with vince while watching a pirate parade? and thinking i'm in london but i'm really in chicago, we just don't know it becauase cate's afraid... and as soon as we start naming things about chicago they start appearing?
it's father's day.. but i'm mad at my father.. so it's more like "give father presents your mom bought day"
i have to go to work.
I've forgotten how in love with everything i was.
And <4, I suppose.
When you fall in love, it is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake, and then it subsides. And when it subsides, you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the desire to mate every second of the day. It is not lying awake at night imagining that he is kissing every part of your body. No... don't blush. I am telling you some truths. For that is just being in love; which any of us can convince ourselves we are. Love itself is what is left over, when being in love has burned away
i love it when you 1-2-step.